I used to wonder...

What people saw in little babies.

They're all smelly and cry-y and jusy eat and sleep and poop.

And now A is asleep in my arms, totally trusting and loving and simply living.

And I get it now. I totally, completely get it now.

I'm sorry that I missed this with Paxton. I wish I could have even seen him as a baby.

I'm so glad to be able to experience it with Ambrose.

Ah, baby love!!!